tomorrow
November 30, 2004 + 9:41 p.m.
Oh man! I'm finished with my h/w and it's only 9:41. nice nice niceeee.
omg. I can't WAIT for Andy in February. AHHHHhhh!!! It's almost been a year since I've got to be so Andy crazed. YAYayayayayyyy. Who's coming with!?! Oh man.. 2 hours of complete meltdown. I'm getting too excited just thinking about it. <3333
Gracious, it's be REALLY cold these past few days.. I mean, who would've thought California could be this cold? I don't remember it being so chilly last year. This morning when I went to my car, it was actually iced over. There was at least and eighth inch layer of ice all over my windows. It took like 10 minutes just trying to melt it.. given, it was cold water out of the hose, but still! I wear a billion layers to sleep with like 3 covers and I'm still freezing. In the morning, it's like I'm in a freezer or something. Alright, so California's 54 some degrees isn't that cold compared to the 17 in Colorado.. but hey! Give me a break =P
The whole sunny chilly day reminds me of Sydney. All tooo much. :( It was a bit warmer, but the sun was always out and so was I. Hmmm.. taking the train to Circular Quay to eat at City Extra.. and relax at the Opera House looking out to the Harbour.. oh man, I miss it. Shopping, tall buildings, people, and the most beautiful sites. If I could be anywhere right now, it'd be in Sydney. Where it's SPRING. hahaha... love it, love it.
Seems like everyone's talking about winterball lately. Everyone seems to be excited about it. It's been a reallllly long time since all of us have gotten together. It'll be fun.. nice end to a really stressful week.
Damn, I went to Jamba Juice yesterday, and there was this little book.. okay, it was pretty thick, but it was tiny. I think it was about something about things you should do to have a happy life. lmao, you know how Jamba is obsessed with being healthy and happy.. anyways. I flipped to a random page, and there was something bolded. I read it and it reminded me about what Jon and Willis and Thai told me in the summer. Summer.. after Australia. Yeaaaah. The really bad part of summer. But anyways, I forgot what it was about.. Maybe something about what you deserve or something.
Alright so asking Jon about what he told me during the summer was a bad idea. We both just got an attack of nostalgia. It makes me tear up.. yeah, I'm a loser. But I'm okay with still feeling bad. I still freaking think I deserved it.
Let's just say things are a lot different now. Not a good thing, but it's not a bad thing either. I'm just glad I got through all that mess..
"Icyfireboy928: so the girl caught sight of what she thought was a tidal wave while leaving the beach, and dropped the sand when she saw it, but i guess it was just dust in her eye, so she picked up the sand and headed home :-)" 08.24.04
"so basically after all this. what I'm trying to say is if anything came out wrong this summer, yesterday, it was all of my wrong doing. I put myself in situations where I'd end up screwing myself over. I just had to risk things I shouldn't have. I was selfish. so now I have to pay." 08.25.04
"let the good things come to you. don't go out and chase them. you'll be wasting your time." 08.26.04
Geez.. talk about mood swings. Whatever, it's been months. It's just here for preservation now. :)
ANNNYWAYSSSS...
Oranges, watermelon, apples, and strawberries. =D